I found myself thinking about a lot of things tonight.
I was sitting on my porch, smoking a cigarette, pondering where it all goes from here.
Friday is getting closer and I haven't even packed yet. I should really start tomorrow..
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. I am shit scared. This is it. This is point where I finally get my life in gear. The only thing is that i'm petrified of screwing up. Thinking negatively gets you no where, but I can't help but worry about it.
At least i've got my Annie and the guys there. It'll be tough at first, but so fucking worth it in the end. I know on top of everything else, i'm going to have a lot of fun. I know for a fact that i'm going to be happier mentally in Melbourne than I was in Kuala Lumpur. I won't feel so constricted in my actions and direction.
Most importantly,
I get to see Annie.
I smile every time I look at the clock. Watching the seconds, the minutes and the hours slowly ticking away until my departure. I can't wait to see her. You have no idea how long these days have been for me. As corny as it sounds, days feel like months when i'm away from her. Hmm. I'm so excited.
This is where I should to be going. This is where i'm meant to be going.
I know it.
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