and she writes it all away.

This is something Annie wrote for me last night. 

I thought it was such a beautiful thing to write. I love this girl..

"I don't know what this is meant to be.. A song.. a poem. I really don't know. But here it is. It's nothing i really want to say. It's simply pieces i've written over a long time, put together. So it's messy, and corny, because it's just words with no backing. But whatever..the rough is better than nothing. I have tunes in my head, that i can't put down because I'm not a musician, but yeah. hahaha. Sorry I'm so gay. I love you.

Part 1.

“Hi, nice to meet you” simple words i could’ve said,

But instead, i turned my head and looked away 

because i felt i had nothing good to say

the next time your friends and mine 

brought us together at your house for the first time 

i spoke my words and you spoke yours 

and i was instantly comfortable unlike the time before

next day i was back at your place 

and i loved  your smile and the expressions on your face 

a few laughs and few conversations 

i began to be filled with anticipation

I was so aware of your hand next to mine

awkwardly positioned on the dusty ground

I was dying to touch you, where friends shouldn’t touch

I want to tell you with out making a sound

my words came out stupid in riddles and rhymes

but you knew what i meant, every fucking time.

unexpected i directed my attention 

talked about you all the time without even knowing

i hesitated thought i was overrated 

didn’t see the direction you and i were going

looking back it was obvious 

even our friends guessed we were hopeless for each other

if i was mad me and you were crazy, 

we’d simply be the sadly undiscovered

Part 2

I remember on your steps, my body between your legs

you kissed me on the head, do you remember what you said?

“Promise me you’ll trust me, because I trust you”

Well baby i gave you all of me, because i trusted you too

I fell in love so fast, i could barely catch my breath

I inhaled all of you, till there was nothing left

I wanted to be yours, and i held your hand with pride

I knew nothing could touch me, if i had you by my side

I drew you close, and shut the door.

Because my world was in my arms, and not out there anymore.

I can’t help but steal your words

Because honestly they’re the most beautiful song i’ve ever heard. 

Part 3

I was looking out at the ocean

and i swear to god it seemed smaller today

I tried hard to keep my eyes open

because it meant that you were less further away

My hands were shaking with the bitter cold

they shake even more without yours to hold

the thought clenched up my frail chest

so i guess the walk didn’t put my mind at rest

The internet’s become my greatest friend

knowing there’s always you on the other end

The darkness falls, and it’s hard to breathe

and sometimes the monsters, they come after me

my nights are long and torturous

but i’m holding up well here in my fortress

I cant sleep till you call to say goodnight

and when you do my dreams are filled with light

although your not here i know your mine

and you’ll be glad to know love, my day’s are just fine."