Well punk rock shows ain't for me, I prefer downloads for free.

That's pretty fucked up.

I want to stop everything.

I just want time to stop for a while. I'd love just to be suspended from everything that's going on.

I want to be in a room where I can't hear anything but my own heartbeat.

Just some peace and quiet. I'm never going to get anything close to that at the moment.

I'm starting to get scared of the future. I don't know how i'm going to survive on my own. It's not long now until I will be finished with Limkokwing University of Creative Technology. By November next year, I would of (hopefully) recieved my three year diploma of Sound and Music Technology. Then what? What happens then? Where am I going to go?

I have not even the slightest clue.

Three cheers for short-term planning!

Meeh.