It's what you do to me.

Listening to: The Antidote by Story of the Year

Feeling: Excited.

I thought what the Ann and Veen made for me (Above) was really sweet. I love my baby girls: with all that I am. *Smiles*

I downloaded the new Story of the Year album. I have to say, it's fucking awesome. I recommend you all get yourself a copy of the album, "The Black Swan". It's really refreshing hearing something uplifting instead of something that just makes you angry/sad. This album is just dedicated to going out and making a difference. Whenever I listen to the songs on this album, it makes me feel like going out and spray painting something political on a big billboard. Even though I can't spray-paint for shit, you get what I'm saying.

I'm going to inform all of you of something, something i'm quite proud of. Guess what I got in my Microphone Techinque Practical exam? Just guess. You know what, I'll just tell you: FULL MARKS. I was so proud, it's not usually i'm proud of myself, (it's one of the seven deadly sins you know). It's rare for me to get something 100% right, so I'm letting the self-satisfcation take over.

WOOT WOOT.

Okay, i'll stop. But I just want to let you all know I got 100%. Haha!

So I got out of the taxi back from Uni today and there were some Iranians sitting at the cafeteria. I was walking past them with Gaby, when I noticed they were staring right at my face from their table. I ignored it, trying to tell myself I was just being paranoid. I continued walking but using my peripherals, I watched them. Even when I had passed them, they turned their heads to look at me. I then had enough and turned my head back and noticed one of the girls at their table made a disgusted face and pointed at me, thinking I wasn't looking. Some people are just so narrow minded. I'm used to the stares, I don't mind that, it's when they judge something that they don't understand. One day, they'll get it.

I've started to song write again. It's hard. My problem is coming up with melodies. I'm never happy with anything I write. I'm very self-concious about the music I make. I guess it's a good thing, striving to make the best of my ability. I want to show people my music, i'm just really shy about it. I can only show one person my music, she knows who she is haha.