Sometimes you have to let go to see if what you had was worth holding onto..

I hate the fact people leave. It blows. SERIOUSLY.

I've said goodbye to about three of my close friends already and now i'm going to say goodbye to another. That's life I guess, we all leave eventually. I guess i'll see them again in the future, hopefully in the near future. It makes me think about my own life. I want to know where i'll end up in ten years. In fact, i'd like to know where i'm going to end up in five years!

I wish we could all live in the same country. I wish there was no such thing as a, "goodbye". Ah man, I can't take it. We've all reached that point in our lives where we all have to go somewhere else, we can't all stay here. Our perfect little dream bubble has been burst, there is a life outside Brunei. When I decided to leave to Malaysia for my studies I thought to myself,

"Hey, it's okay, i'm only two hours away from my life. All I have to do is get a two hour flight home and it's all waiting for me. Family, friends."

I've come to realise that's not the case. I've grown out of this place, it will always be my home, but i've grown out of it. I guess that's what's really getting me down...
I'll eventually learn to accept it but until then, i'll just mope around and reminicse about the good times and the memories we've all had.