No, not you haha.

Have you ever done anything and you've felt that all you're effort was in vain?

Have you ever felt like you've wasted your mind, body and soul on something you thought was worth it. Thing is, does this person know I feel this way. Maybe, maybe not. I haven't told this person yet. I'm too scared.

If you're wondering, yes i've felt like that. I'll tell you another thing:

IT SUCKS.

I don't know what's been wrong with me recently. It's just, there's something that's been bugging me. I won't tell you what it is exactly that's making me feel like everythings i've done has been in vain, but I will tell you that i'm dream about it all the time. I can't seem to get this person out of my head. I just cant' get my head around this person, I want to so badly you know? Even when Mahesh and I go for a drive this person is always on my my mind and I become lost in thought. I don't blame this person or anything, it's just I wish this person would see through my eyes.

I guess nothing will happen. I'm cool with that, I just needed to let everything out. I actually feel a lot better.

I love how I can move on from things pretty quick....

Is it annoying the amount of times i'm using "person?"

Really, it is? Tough.

"I don't think I can take this anymore, you've nailed my heart to your front door."