On the back of a horse with no name.

I went to for my reiki session today. I feel pretty fucking-fantastic after it, I feel like i've had a huge load taken off my shoulders. I'm totally relaxed and I feel like i'm floating on air!
She tried to convince me to stop smoking, she did the whole therapy and made me repeat to myself that I wouldn't touch another cigarette. I had to do this meditation which I thought worked, until I got home and I smelt James's smoke off his clothes and the cravings just kicked in again. It's pretty hopeless I think, I just need a lot of will power (which I am in short supply).
Other than the smoking, I feel quite good.
I'm going to the border this friday to drink with the boys (& girls) as a sort of farewell thing. I didn't want it to be a depressing party so I just decided to hang out like every other night. It's James's first time going to the border, I know he'll have fun. The food there is great not to mention cheap and the booze is just about the same.

5 days.